burst of anger

Now, I feel good, had a bloody good laugh in the dullest TV show ever, family guy. Still feels like I lost all mind yesterday. I can put my finger on it, but something is different, I cant be mad at government, and it makes me sad.

First of all, what is supposed to be Latvia`s future? Is it becoming small Switzerland, we cant, we are`nt boring enough. So is it becoming a tourist city. Impossible here is absolutely nothing to see besides girls, if you know what I mean. Sex tourism is a not good "career" choice for Latvia. So is it set to be home of science and technology, possibly if we murder all our government and replace them if people who actually think, not steal. This bring me to the question, what are Latvia good at, what is in Latvia what we could be proud of? Certainly not literature. We used to be sort of powerful advanced country, but who are we now? Delivery boy of EU, scraper of Russians? We used to have strong economics, we built one of the very first tanks, we had the engineers for Star Wars movies. But it`s all replaced with crappy economics, and engineers with skills as a bomb. So only thing here in Latvia that is actually tremendous people. And I hope that our government will realize that we are all that Latvia will ever have, and that they wont swap us with apes form Šleser family, or they wont makes us leave.

At the this moment, our state is up for election and we have to choice (basicly) it is to vote for apes of for communists. You may say, that there many more political parties. But in reality we live in a non-democrative society, but we dont. Honestly how many people voted for SC? One, Two? Have you ever asked your neighbour what is he going to vote for ? And here is the point, our government play on that, we all will not ever, ever, know about what others vote. So they decides for us, that`s why they never change, and therefore all apes for Slesers family sits in parliament. And the have all the power. And I hate that. Ok, this non-democrativ theme not only describes our parliament, but our every day in general. As prime example school. Do we have freedom of toughts there? In some lessons. In most it is suckuping to teachers, and adore their opinion in order to get a good mark. It disgusts me. Can we really say what we think? No. Because it will insult someone, and this "someone" will do everything do destroy you from this earth, and he will, because he is communist, unable to understand different ways of thinking. So what exactly school teaches us? That drinking is bad, and it kills our brain? That we used to live on Mars? That science is wrong, and baby Jesus will save us all? Why cant we simply ignore other opinion and live with our own? There isnt such thing as wrong " thoughts", its impossible to be. I think that 2+2 = SleserSuxBalls , and prove me wrong. You cant, because I will ignore you.

Ok, this dosent make any sense at all. Absolutely none, but I will still continue to write, to justify my self. So any of married his wife, or was together with his girlfriend because it made sense? No, so this is why I am writing this to express my feelings.

Justifying my self, will require some scientistic proof, so I went on experimenting last night.I had to donate my time and body in name of science. And definitely absolutely I am right, drinking with mates makes day more fun. So why does at school they say "alchocol is bad" , of course it is bad for you livers, and brain. But boredom kills faster,it does (not if you are fan of latvian literature) since when life isnt all about spending time of our lives, since when it is all about math? Ok I am not party type- guy, I loath night clubs, or huge parties. I like to spend time with friends. The main idea of a friend, is not to make you do math better than Pythagoras, the main idea is to make you laugh your lungs out.

I hope this entry made you think a bit. But the billion times more I hope it made you realize something. Something I realized very recently. And it is up for you to choose what.